so...don't make me feel guilty about your narcotic abuse.
HAHA.
cuz i don't.

I HATE THE MCAT.

i lost weight this week because i worked for so long and didn't eat. kinda awesome?!?!

and had 2 breakdowns. afraid of failure.
which I feel..we're a little too dramatic... i'm not very good at taking care of myself...
i should work on that.

i want to go to berkeley.
or maybes i just want my new boyfriend. heheh